I took me ages before I realized what is so obvious - that I have always wanted what I cannot have. Though this is not true in all aspects of my life. Sadly, this is the reality of my LOVE LIFE - a TRAGEDY ever since.
Hang ups - this is what I have until now because of one guy whom I CANNOT HAVE. He likes me, I like him BUT I just missed my chance with him and up to this very moment, I still WANT him to be MINE. My favorite cousin/devil's advocate is RIGHT - that I am just up for the challenge. I always go for guys whom I know is not right for me or someone right but is with the "righter" girl. Hahah... I am a FOOL!!! A genuine fool.
The only person who can end this senseless challenge is me... BUT honestly I don't want it to end.
This is the point where I ask myself "WHY?" Hmmm... I am not sure. Maybe this is one way to free myself from relationships which I seem not to stand. I might have been avoiding being involved. It might have been a subconscious effort to be LEFT ALONE and do WHATEVER I WANT. Hmmm... In a great degree, this is true. Let me have some thought about this more and I will update you about my future realizations.
I JUST LOVE THE GUY WHOM I CANNOT HAVE!!! Harharhar...
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2 comments:
hahahaahha!!! you are so funny my pinalangga na karen! ive heard from the grapevine that you're currently in germany! te...any scoops?
ako may ara..ahaha!!!
Manang Kuring, salamat gid! Halong pirmi. Read the next blog entry...hahaha... ang tell me i am really crazy!
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